OMG!!!!! I can hardly believe it!!

I GOT THE CALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY!!!!! This morning my case worker called, I leave Monday morning!!!!!!!!!!!! Bringing baby Connor home -- finally!!!!! The day has finally come!!!! I just can hardly believe it!!!!! Tuesday, 9/4, Connor will be in my arms!!! BIG SMILE. . . I just cannot wipe this smile off my face for anything!!!!

Here's a song that's recently been on my heart, lsitening to it over & over again on CD.. it's by Kirk Franklin, called "Imagine Me." Reminds me of the struggles we all face, that we can finally be free once we choose to hear who GOD says we are.. to not worry about what people say, but to focus solely on the ONE whose thoughts mean more than anyone's!!!

Imagine me
Loving what I see when the
mirror looks at me cause I
I imagine me
In a place of no insecurities
And I'm finally happy cause
I imagine me
Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
Cause they never did deserve me
Can you imagine me?
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me
Remembering all you told me
Lord, can you imagine me?
Over what my mama said
And healed from what my daddy did
And I wanna live and not read that page again

[Chorus:]
Imagine me,
being free,
trusting you totally
finally I can...
Imagine me
I admit it was hard to see
You being in love with someone like me
But finally I can...
Imagine me
Being strong
And not letting people break me down
You won't get that joy this time around
Can you imagine me?
In a world (in a world)
where nobody has to live afraid
Because of your love fears gone away
Can you imagine me?

[Bridge:]
Letting go of my past
And glad I have another chance
And my heart will dance
'Cause I don't have to read that page again

[Chorus x2]

[Vamp:]
Gone, gone, it's gone, all gone